So I was sobbing over this TV show earlier and my friend thought she heard a little girl crying…… but it was actually me…….. TT__TT
I just need a break from life. Certain things aren’t going well as I planned, they’re pretty mediocre. Not amazing or a little above average achievements. Just ordinary Marcus going with the flow. Sometimes I can’t really picture myself doing anything besides working simple jobs like making drinks, serving food, working in retail, etc…..
I can picture myself working these simple jobs until someone knocks me off my feet randomly one day and sweep me away into a cool adventure that would last a life time, something like you would see in TV dramas, movies and video games. *Sigh* ._.
I’ll be 19 next month, oh lord what have I been doing with my life? Work and school is not enough to live.
If only my life were like my imaginations and dreams.